Lost Control

life has betrayed me once again,

i accept that some things will NEVER change.

i've let your tiny minds magnify my agony,

and it's left me with a chemical dependancy for sanity.

YES, i'm falling...

how much longer till i hit the ground?

i can't tell you WHY i'm breaking down.

do you wonder why i prefer to be alone?

have i really lost control?

i'm coming to an END, i've realised what i could have been.

i can't sleep so i take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,

i admit i've lost control